Not All Who Wander Are Lost

There was a time when

I'd just wander aimlessly

Here and There, 

Yet Nowhere.

Then time passed,

And I stopped,

At a standstill:-

Frozen Inbetween.

Now the time's upon us,

When I'd just wander,

But with a direction:-

I'm going home.

But time will come 'round,

And I'll wander again,

'till I'm brought home once more,

A never-ending life cycle.

I cannot stop to think.

I cannot move forward.

Somebody save me,

Perhaps you can?

Hearts of Fire & Hearts of Stone

There are two girls walking side by side. 

They are same, same but different.

One has a heart of fire, the other, a heart of stone.

What made them so? No one would ever know.

The one of stone wasn't always stone.

She had a heart to be gazed upon with admiration.

With every cut that was thrust upon her, 

that heart held up, solid as stone.

But then solidity turned into reality,

she is stone.

Free from any further injuries ...

... invincible.

The one of fire used to be quite the opposite. 

Cool & calm, not a smoldering mess.

She had a heart made for caring - trusting too.

Innocently placing fragile trust into rough hands.

But then, the hands broke it, shattered it, trod it underfoot.

A fire lit, burning it.

The fire consumed her ...

... and she was gone.

Opportune Moment

Opportunities come but I just let them go,

Always thinking that another will come around.

But there comes a time, 

When you've lost all opportunities.

And then you just wish,

That you'd grabbed them,

When they'd flown by earlier.

But they're gone now,

And there's nothing you can do about it.

The feeling of helplessness is not one you can live with.

Turning 13

13 - is just a number.

~counting the years you've lived so far.

13 - the beginning of the 'teen' years.

But like I said, 13 is just a number. 

It's what you did in those 13 years that really count.

Did every day of those 13 years actually count for a day? 

Or just another day wasted.

And 13 is just the beginning.

From now, you will change.

Progressively, discontinuously or completely.

You will somehow change.

But whether it's for good or bad, it's up to you.

Don't think you've lost control. 

because you've just gained some.

Don't lose your head in the process however.

Though some may say awful things,

Others will say things of virtue.

Though some criticize.

There'll always be a ready compliment from someone out there.

Because, being you is enough for some people.

Don't change yourself for others.

Change for yourself.

It's not who you were.

It's who you are and who you can be.

Don't be dragged down by those who seek for your downfall.

But lift yourself with the thought that somewhere out there,

there's always someone who's thinking what a great friend you are.

Childhood only comes round once.

13 only comes round once.

Life only comes round once.

So live it to the fullest it could ever possibly be.

~to a certain girl whose celebratory day of birth was today - May 23~

Happy Birthday, Laura!

Imagination

Imagination is a field of endless boundaries

Filled with threads leading everywhere,

You could lose yourself in that field...

But what is lost can also be found.

So once you have lost your self

You find again a thousand-fold

Sometimes you must lose it,

to finally discover it.

Live your dream.

Timeliness

Sitting here staring at the wall,
Watching the clock tick Time by,
Is totally brain-missing.

But you soon find yourself,
Setting yourself tasks.
Busying yourself again boredom.

And then there comes total immersion,
When you are engrossed with what you're doing.
Then all Time cannot sway you.

Reminiscience

Just because something's gone,

Doesn't mean you've lost it.

It just means you've misplaced it.

However, when someone's gone,

It feels like you've lost them.

But they're there in the times you've - 

had together.

Time is continuous.

The ones lost still exist,

Just in another time.

So don't cry, Celebrate their life instead.

Because Life is worth living.

Absence

You disappeared from sight...and took parts of me with you...You left me waiting...just waiting.

There are holes where you used to be, and the pieces you took with you...

...are nowhere to be found.

Come back...and catch me like you used to...

...I'm falling again.

So come back...soon....okay?

Queen of Hearts

"It is far better to be feared than loved."

And I fear you, my Queen. I fear you and I fear for you. I fear, that something has clouded your judgement. Where you once made wise and just choices, you now make selfish and unjust ones.

Please, I beseech of you, to unlock the box in which you have stored your heart, and lift that heart of yours from that very box, so to place it back, from the warm spot from whence it came.

Open your Heart. It's stronger than you think.

Have Faith in it, and its recuperative abilities.

Care Once More.

Farewell.

As I pass each room in the hospital, I wonder to myself:

'Were you in this room? Or perhaps, that room.

Were you sick like this ward? Or sick like that ward.

Did you suffer like this one? Or were you as peaceful as that one. '

And I can't help but wish that we were there earlier - to at least wish you farewell.

'I was coming, and you were waiting.

But your time was up, and you couldn't stay'

So you left, before either of us had the chance to say,

"Farewell."

And so, I write this message, to at least farewell you, even though you are not there to hear it.

"Fare thee well."

Many Happy Returns

To a girl that's sad, yet so strong,

There are many people in this world,

But we are one, yet we are many. 

How does that work you say?

There're people who are happy,

There're people who are sad,

There're people who are sensible,

And others that are just plain silly.

Others that are beautiful,

Others that are ugly.

Those that are charismatic,

And those unseen.

Yet all these people can be combined,

Into just a single person.
One, who is so unique.

And that one person,

Is nothing to the world,

But everything to one person.

You are thirteen now, 

and childhood doesn't last forever

So make sure you have lived every 4, 747 days that you have lived,

- to the fullest possible.

~dedicated to the Birthday Girl for April 23~

Today you are 13 and is now officially a TEENager.

Now don't waste your time, go and have some fun!

Fallen Angel

As you walk down the street, and pass each home,
You are part of that world for a little time,
You hear, you see, you feel the atmosphere.
But then you move on, and on...and on...
Heading in no direction, going nowhere...
Just wanting to be partake of...that familial happiness.

And you think to yourself...'I was like that once...till I fell...' and you regret the reason why you fell. And head on...going nowhere...staying nowhere.

The Ride of Your Life

Always moving,

Only stopping

To let a few

Depart forever.

And a couple more,

To board the train,

Until their time - 

Arrives.

Constant activity

Constant accidents.

'When will this stop?'

When the journey - 

Ends.

Footprints in the Sand

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.

For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;

One belonged to him,and the Other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,

he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life,

there was only one set of footprints in the sand.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him, and he questioned the LORD about it.

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.

But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,

there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why, when I needed you most, you would leave me."

The LORD replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints,

it was then that I'd carried you."

Change

I have a mission.


To change...
                 ...this world...
                                   ...into a better place.


To leave a good footprint in this world... I want to change peoples' lives for their own sake...


   I just want to ...rescue people... to leave something.... in which I will be remembered.
   
       It is better to die remembered then to die forgotten.

Happy Endings

Books exist, to create a world that has the elements of our world and the stories of our world, but they are twisted, changed and then decorated.

But, in Truth, these stories aren't so far from the realities of this real world. They are there to put things into perspective. Happy endings exist in these books because most of the stories of Reality have happy endings.

So to all those out there who dislike happy endings, please don't. Just because you're JEALOUS (I'm only kidding about that last part) doesn't mean you can stop people telling the tale of someone who found a happy ending to their story. 

Happy Endings are only just the beginning.

Smile.

Smile even if you're down. You never know, you may cheer up.

Put on a brave face, and you can work wonders.

A Smile is the most treasured thing in this world.


(Lucky 13th Post)

My World...

...is shifting...a lot.

Thought

Thought is just like Time. It goes by so fast. You try to grab it and stop it so you can remember it, but you can't; it's course is set, and to its destination it goes.

The Eddies of Time are the Eddies of Thought.

Gone

Time waits for no one. Even the strongest are affected.

It is not just how fast Time goes, but also how you use the Time that you have. Spend it with value and you won't be disappointed.


As some say, live every day like your last.


(This post is dedicated to a very special person who has just passed away)

Invisible

Sometimes, people just see right through you. It's as if you're not there. Which is almost true. You're there but just unseen. It's not a nice feeling when you just wish you might be noticed by someone.

Easier Said Than Done

Having the resolve to do something isn't enough. You must have the will to put effort into that resolve; no matter how hopeless that resolve is.

But how're you going to do it if you forget about that resolve?

So you should remember it as well.

Blameless

When people discover that they did something or said something wrong, they attempt to find another to place the blame upon, or attempt to salvage themselves by making silly excuses.

The Beginning of a New Decade

Welcome to the beginning of a new decade. And year.

May this year be a happy one.